Let me tell you, I have no idea how to start this social media shit.
This is as honest as I can be, you see.
I see people making a living of this, but the only part I see is the living fact. They enjoy it, fearless with at least a visual memory to hold on even if the hustle doesn’t work. In the end I do this for me..right?
Will it work for me? No fucking idea! I need the commitment tho. The routine, flow of ideas turned into practice. God knows I’m lazy, I procrastinate at every opportunity and even so I like to see myself as aware of the condition and space I’m living. I must be really intelligent to still don’t do shit. That’s why I hate to take selfies, I will start with one tho, as some kind of personification of my situation.
I like to come by as a real smart guy to, but I never commit fully to nothing. I always get the feeling that if I invest my time in one thing only, I will lose an opportunity elsewhere. I’m pretty sure tho that if I keep thinking and acting this way, not much of a future will hold on to me. Only some wasted experiences, I presume alcoholic and work related.
As I end this text I realize I am like Brian from Family Guy: kinda funny, kinda idiot, kinda smart but definitely full of shit! Talking about actions and outcomes that as only outcome have the discussion of them! A full and complete idealist. No one wants to be Brian.
This is it for know, I will try to think of something to post next time.